This is not erotica in a fiction sense. This is a combination of my ramblings and real fantasies I've had and still DO have. I began writing out my fantasies (since keeping them in my head was making me insane) and sharing them has helped, but in many ways has opened up a whole new level of frustration. What a deliciously painful double-edged sword this need inside me remains. Please feel free to contact me with comments.